All day so lost in lost
Each and every moment every minute every day...
Just can't, can't get enough
wanna always be together never go away!
That's all I really wanna do..
That's all I really wanna do!!
It was 2nd April when I had the widest smile on my face. That day, all my worries just fell apart. Single thing was in my mind- "Shreyas."
As my morning alarm rang, I got up and rubbed my eyes. I went into washroom and started brushing my teeth. As I was watching myself in the mirror, I saw a different kind of gleam on my face. I smiled! I had a twinkle in my eyes. Yes! it was the first time I ever felt so special. And, it was the first time when I trusted someone that much. Apart from my mother and father there was also someone else about whom I was so concerned about- Shreyas. He was one of the most important person in my life.
All things around me were perfect. I was being loved. Stupid English songs on my Walkman were replaced by the Bollywood love songs. Every time something that reminded of him, came across, I would giggle. I would usually sing few lines of "I Love You" from "Bodyguard" and try myself to be in place of Salman Khan trying all those foot steps. I knew only one thing, that i was extremely happy. But, somewhere in my mind there was a fear. Fear about losing everything. Fear about losing that happiness. I owed this happiness to Shreyas. I never wanted to lose him as all my happiness belonged to me.
The moment I came out of the washroom, I saw my phone vibrating. It was shreyas.
"Hello?" I said
"Come online. I need to talk, low balance." Shreyas said frantically and ended the call. I had no idea about what Shreyas wanted to talk. So, I just logged in.
Neeyat- What?
Shreyas- Nothing! I am disturbed.
Neeyat- Disturbed? For what? All okay?
Shreyas- Don't ask so many questions in one go. I want to meet you.
Neeyat- Oh okay! We'll see.
Shreyas- What you'll see? I want to meet you and that too tomorrow. I don't need any excuses.
Neeyat- Okay! Just calm down first...
Shreyas- Hmm..
Neeyat- Listen! I have some event in the college. Being a starred student in the college, my
teachers want me to join the freshers at the gathering tomorrow and I have to go. So,
I guess we won't be able to meet tomorrow.
Shreyas- What are you talking about? It's cool. We can meet outside your college.
Neeyat- No Shreyas. Have you gone mad? Mine is a girl's college and if any of the security guard
spots you there, you'll get into a trouble.
Shreyas- OMG! You think a lot. Nothing of that sort will happen. You just come outside near the
green belt.
Neeyat- Hey! How do you know that my college has a green belt?
Shreyas- Come on, every college has a green belt. You just be there at 4 in the evening tomorrow.
Neeyat- okay! See you then..
Shreyas- Bye! :)
Neeyat- Bye :)
I logged off the account. Thousands of thoughts pranged into my mind. I thought that Shreyas looked dashing and i had to look beautiful. At least i could try to, I thought and smiled. That day passed just like any other normal day. Thoughts about meeting Shreyas made butterflies fly in my stomach. I smiled the widest that day. "Is this a date?" I laughed at my own sarcasm. "OFFICIAL DATE OUTSIDE THE COLLEGE...haha!"
Each and every moment every minute every day...
Just can't, can't get enough
wanna always be together never go away!
That's all I really wanna do..
That's all I really wanna do!!
It was 2nd April when I had the widest smile on my face. That day, all my worries just fell apart. Single thing was in my mind- "Shreyas."
As my morning alarm rang, I got up and rubbed my eyes. I went into washroom and started brushing my teeth. As I was watching myself in the mirror, I saw a different kind of gleam on my face. I smiled! I had a twinkle in my eyes. Yes! it was the first time I ever felt so special. And, it was the first time when I trusted someone that much. Apart from my mother and father there was also someone else about whom I was so concerned about- Shreyas. He was one of the most important person in my life.
All things around me were perfect. I was being loved. Stupid English songs on my Walkman were replaced by the Bollywood love songs. Every time something that reminded of him, came across, I would giggle. I would usually sing few lines of "I Love You" from "Bodyguard" and try myself to be in place of Salman Khan trying all those foot steps. I knew only one thing, that i was extremely happy. But, somewhere in my mind there was a fear. Fear about losing everything. Fear about losing that happiness. I owed this happiness to Shreyas. I never wanted to lose him as all my happiness belonged to me.
The moment I came out of the washroom, I saw my phone vibrating. It was shreyas.
"Hello?" I said
"Come online. I need to talk, low balance." Shreyas said frantically and ended the call. I had no idea about what Shreyas wanted to talk. So, I just logged in.
Neeyat- What?
Shreyas- Nothing! I am disturbed.
Neeyat- Disturbed? For what? All okay?
Shreyas- Don't ask so many questions in one go. I want to meet you.
Neeyat- Oh okay! We'll see.
Shreyas- What you'll see? I want to meet you and that too tomorrow. I don't need any excuses.
Neeyat- Okay! Just calm down first...
Shreyas- Hmm..
Neeyat- Listen! I have some event in the college. Being a starred student in the college, my
teachers want me to join the freshers at the gathering tomorrow and I have to go. So,
I guess we won't be able to meet tomorrow.
Shreyas- What are you talking about? It's cool. We can meet outside your college.
Neeyat- No Shreyas. Have you gone mad? Mine is a girl's college and if any of the security guard
spots you there, you'll get into a trouble.
Shreyas- OMG! You think a lot. Nothing of that sort will happen. You just come outside near the
green belt.
Neeyat- Hey! How do you know that my college has a green belt?
Shreyas- Come on, every college has a green belt. You just be there at 4 in the evening tomorrow.
Neeyat- okay! See you then..
Shreyas- Bye! :)
Neeyat- Bye :)
I logged off the account. Thousands of thoughts pranged into my mind. I thought that Shreyas looked dashing and i had to look beautiful. At least i could try to, I thought and smiled. That day passed just like any other normal day. Thoughts about meeting Shreyas made butterflies fly in my stomach. I smiled the widest that day. "Is this a date?" I laughed at my own sarcasm. "OFFICIAL DATE OUTSIDE THE COLLEGE...haha!"
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