All guys are the same, I know this very well. I am self experienced.
I am such a dumbo. What the hell I am doing by being with him? Well, cant help out. I am in love with him. Such a crazy and a painful love. He said me "I love you a lot, at least give me a chance, please"? I said "Alright". I thought may be I will be happy with him but no-no! never! how can a girl be happy with a guy? I am so foolish. What did I thought before saying a "yes". I am actually regretting my decision. All guys are actually a jerk and a flirt-er. This guy of mine whom I thought to be one in a million is same as every other guy roaming on the streets with their bikes. You know "gehdi". I am actually the most idiotic person. Luckily, I was so happy alone. No tensions, no headaches, no stress, no tears, no nothing! But now? What the hell is actually happening? It happened with me earlier and I thought about not to give my heart away to any other guy. I did that mistake again. Oh goodness! I shouldn't have done it.
Now, the point is that why I am saying this? Obviously, Its the stupid incident that had happened just 15 minutes ago. I logged in my Facebook account, he had uploaded a new DP. The DP was okay-okay but the editing was good (he always make his pictures quite presentable by editing them). His DP had the first comment by his ex. OMGEEE. Well, whatever. Let her comment, who cares? I don't. But oh God, what happened? Mister almost skipped his heartbeat looking his beautiful kiss-able ex commenting on his picture.
"Thank you Thank you, oh! Thank you so much "
Fuck!
Meanwhile, that I-love-you-and-you-are-my-everything-guy text-ed me. My inbox popped out-
He- Hy!
Me- Hy! :)
# I have a habit of making tons of smileys when I am pissed off!
He- blah blah blah
Me- (thinking- Okay, whatever...I am pissed at you)
He- blah blah blah
Me- (thinking- Whatever! Go kiss your ex)
He- blah blah blah
Me- (thinking- just go away)
Anyways, whatever the conversation was, it was quite normal but then he added spice to it-
He- ******* commented on my pik!
Me- Good for you (y)
He- Please yr!
Me- okay!
He- BTW I am about to remove her.
Me- I didn't say anything -.- (thinking- Go on! remove her. Why the hell are you waiting? BTW I know you are never gonna remove your kiss-able ex and the most important thing "I hate you").
Whatever! He started texting and I simply replied. This guy of mine is actually added in my close friends. So, I get to know whatever stuff he does on Facebook. What all posts he likes and comments on. I opened my close friends news feed.
SCROLL.....SCROLL............SCROLL....................SCROLL..............SCROLL
What the hell? He commented on the status of his ex (kiss-able, I told). These were actually the comments-
He- m back!
Ex- hehe okay! :)
He- blah blah blah R**** (I wont take the name) Inbox!
Wait a minute. What did he write? R****?
Oh! R****..
Flashback :
One month ago, we had a great duel. I hate it when people give me names that actually belong to their crushes and first love. Awww..how cute! Fuck! Its not at all cute. Come on? I have my own identity . I am me. Only me. I am not your first crush or first love etc etc. I love to be "me" and what the hell? please for God's sake don't take away my identity. So, the duel was on this topic. We were just normally conversing, all that lovey lovey stuff when he said, "Can I call you R****?"
I simply asked "why?" He said " My first crush's name was R****"
My mind almost blew off. How the hell can you say that? You said you love me. Obviously if you love me then you would like me the way I am including my name. But then, what is this going on? You can't name me likewise. I was actually pissed at him that time and then I replied, " No, you cannot call me that. Whomsoever will be you next girlfriend, you can call her that."
As I said this, that dude almost raged out. Okay! you can get annoyed at me. I don't have a problem with that but yes, you can't call me that.
So, now coming back. He used to call his ex R**** and he was almost about to name me the same. How can he just do like that? He had actually broken my heart today. I know he is not my "one in a million". He is the same just like every guy. Well, I cant help myself anyhow. I was about to shed off tears untill I saw my pencil and notebook. Thank you for not letting me cry for just an ordinary guy.
Anyways, I finish it here otherwise my mum would eat me up. She had actually asked me to complete my zoology chapter and I started with all this writing stuff. I am feeling better now.
- Ordinary girl
10:00 pm
I am such a dumbo. What the hell I am doing by being with him? Well, cant help out. I am in love with him. Such a crazy and a painful love. He said me "I love you a lot, at least give me a chance, please"? I said "Alright". I thought may be I will be happy with him but no-no! never! how can a girl be happy with a guy? I am so foolish. What did I thought before saying a "yes". I am actually regretting my decision. All guys are actually a jerk and a flirt-er. This guy of mine whom I thought to be one in a million is same as every other guy roaming on the streets with their bikes. You know "gehdi". I am actually the most idiotic person. Luckily, I was so happy alone. No tensions, no headaches, no stress, no tears, no nothing! But now? What the hell is actually happening? It happened with me earlier and I thought about not to give my heart away to any other guy. I did that mistake again. Oh goodness! I shouldn't have done it.
Now, the point is that why I am saying this? Obviously, Its the stupid incident that had happened just 15 minutes ago. I logged in my Facebook account, he had uploaded a new DP. The DP was okay-okay but the editing was good (he always make his pictures quite presentable by editing them). His DP had the first comment by his ex. OMGEEE. Well, whatever. Let her comment, who cares? I don't. But oh God, what happened? Mister almost skipped his heartbeat looking his beautiful kiss-able ex commenting on his picture.
"Thank you Thank you, oh! Thank you so much "
Fuck!
Meanwhile, that I-love-you-and-you-are-my-everything-guy text-ed me. My inbox popped out-
He- Hy!
Me- Hy! :)
# I have a habit of making tons of smileys when I am pissed off!
He- blah blah blah
Me- (thinking- Okay, whatever...I am pissed at you)
He- blah blah blah
Me- (thinking- Whatever! Go kiss your ex)
He- blah blah blah
Me- (thinking- just go away)
Anyways, whatever the conversation was, it was quite normal but then he added spice to it-
He- ******* commented on my pik!
Me- Good for you (y)
He- Please yr!
Me- okay!
He- BTW I am about to remove her.
Me- I didn't say anything -.- (thinking- Go on! remove her. Why the hell are you waiting? BTW I know you are never gonna remove your kiss-able ex and the most important thing "I hate you").
Whatever! He started texting and I simply replied. This guy of mine is actually added in my close friends. So, I get to know whatever stuff he does on Facebook. What all posts he likes and comments on. I opened my close friends news feed.
SCROLL.....SCROLL............SCROLL....................SCROLL..............SCROLL
What the hell? He commented on the status of his ex (kiss-able, I told). These were actually the comments-
He- m back!
Ex- hehe okay! :)
He- blah blah blah R**** (I wont take the name) Inbox!
Wait a minute. What did he write? R****?
Oh! R****..
Flashback :
One month ago, we had a great duel. I hate it when people give me names that actually belong to their crushes and first love. Awww..how cute! Fuck! Its not at all cute. Come on? I have my own identity . I am me. Only me. I am not your first crush or first love etc etc. I love to be "me" and what the hell? please for God's sake don't take away my identity. So, the duel was on this topic. We were just normally conversing, all that lovey lovey stuff when he said, "Can I call you R****?"
I simply asked "why?" He said " My first crush's name was R****"
My mind almost blew off. How the hell can you say that? You said you love me. Obviously if you love me then you would like me the way I am including my name. But then, what is this going on? You can't name me likewise. I was actually pissed at him that time and then I replied, " No, you cannot call me that. Whomsoever will be you next girlfriend, you can call her that."
As I said this, that dude almost raged out. Okay! you can get annoyed at me. I don't have a problem with that but yes, you can't call me that.
So, now coming back. He used to call his ex R**** and he was almost about to name me the same. How can he just do like that? He had actually broken my heart today. I know he is not my "one in a million". He is the same just like every guy. Well, I cant help myself anyhow. I was about to shed off tears untill I saw my pencil and notebook. Thank you for not letting me cry for just an ordinary guy.
Anyways, I finish it here otherwise my mum would eat me up. She had actually asked me to complete my zoology chapter and I started with all this writing stuff. I am feeling better now.
- Ordinary girl
10:00 pm
Thank you Aniket! :)
ReplyDeleteThat was a good begining to zoology chapter..keep up good work..
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